Frustrations.

So, as usual, it looks like I’m a little slow on the blogging :)   However, this time, my lack of attention to the blog is born a little more out of frustration and not having much to write about than mere inattention to it.
So, as you might have gathered… not much has happened since the last post.  We are currently in pretty much the same boat we were in last time I posted, over one month ago.  I’m still in the midst of ironing out details on our financial statements, getting them polished and ready to present to the Board of Directors of the company I work for, to see if they’ll fund an initial, “exploration visit” to China.  I feel very ready and willing to plea my case for the board of our organization to send me to China, but the date to present keeps getting pushed back.  It feels like such a slow process; I understand why its taking so long (we need to have strong numbers before anyone will be willing to risk an investment), but am also frustrated by trying to figure out specific details in such an ambiguous situation.
In the midst of this, I feel like I’m in such a place of limbo; willing and ready and so excited to go… yet not knowing if it works out.  If this doesn’t work out, I need to find a job!  Which puts me back at square one.  I feel like I’m getting so wrapped up in such present concerns (paying rent and school loans, etc.), but… those things need to be done too.

So, in the midst of living in limbo… I’m excited and passionate, and ready to go!  But am waiting to see what lies ahead.

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